Thursday, May 30, 2013

The beginning of transformation

Today is Friday the 31st of May, tomorrow is the start of the month that I have dedicated to finding out, discovering, applying, eradicating, generally creating that person that I want to be.
A creative being ~ yes
A person who is open and loving ~ yes
A woman living her bliss ~ yes!

But in what container will that be? In what context? We all want to know what we want to be when we grow up, well I am taking the opportunity to discover the things I would like to be.
I've done it once, when I changed my name, sure I am different now to that other persona, but now it is again time to be the next highest version of myself.

Currently I am undergoing training in the Color of Woman method, it is more than an art teacher training program, it is an inquiry as to how we want to show up in the world, and what means we have to bring our essence to the world. During journeying today, I was given a satchel of sparks, like the spark that happens when two flints are knocked together. This is my medicine. To bring the spark back, to not only myself, but eventually to others.
To re-light the pilot so to speak. But that will come. June 2013 is dedicated to ME.
To paint, to journal, to try on different things, to review, replenish, to re-dedicate to myself, and my journey.
In the Cosmic Cowgirls University we were asked what perspective do we want to change, at first it was painting, because even though I want to do art so much I find myself hesitating, but as a tribe member said for hers, Identity. Yes! That is my transformation, my identity into a Creative, soulful woman.
Let the journey begin.
Each day for the next 30 days I commit to writing my story.
Tomorrow starts with painting the Sacred Dream, what an excellent place to start